How could I forget?

All my life I had a feeling inside of me that I could not quite grasp. It was as if I KNEW that I was here for a REASON – but I couldn’t quite figure out what it was. And I also always felt a deep MISSING or LONGING for something that I also couldn’t quite understand. With the years this feeling only became stronger and many times I felt I didn’t belong here and that I didn’t want to be here.
I looked at the stars and wanted to cry. I felt they were more my family and friends than the humans around me. So, I immersed myself in the world of books. Fantasy, Magic, Love, Aliens…this is where I felt safe for a moment. This felt more normal to me than the “real” world.

Since I am little, I wanted to be of service, my dream was to safe the whales and dolphins, the oceans and earth. I drew big houses with exit to other dimensions where a lot of people could live happy and playing. And also, I LOVED to count money. I spent hours just sitting in my room and counting the coins – it made me feel safe and happy.
When I started getting older, I shut down more and more this dreaming that everything is possible and anything I imagine can exist. And that feeling of being something special that I had deep down in my heart, turned into – you are not normal and have to adapt. You are not worthy, and you better stay quite because it is not safe to be you.
And I lost the magic. I started building more and more walls around my pure heart so that I could survive and in a world that seemed hostile and foreign to me. During my teenager years I became a very superficial and cold person. I spend almost 10 years without crying. I simply was not able to, so closed down I was.

And then I got cancer. Stage 4. My thyroid was extracted and with that the ability to control my emotions. Oh gosh…. All the anger, frustration, sadness, and rawness started to come out, the walls started to break. And my true healing journey began as in being aware that I am healing, that this was not a normal state. Being confronted with death made me remember the GIFT that life was and opened me up to search for that meaning again. A deeper meaning and what truly would make me happy and fill up this EMPTINESS I was feeling inside.
I started doing all the things I never allowed myself to do. I went fucking crazy 😅 But even after surviving, having a good life - I still was feeling this EMPTINESS inside, that something was missing.
Long story short…. I KNOW now what it is. It was the connection to my little cosmic girl, that had a dream, my soul was chosen and chose to come here to change things. It was not just a wish; I knew back then that it was possible and I know now that simply by being here and being in my most authentic truest expression I am changing things. And so are you if you are reading this.
I am starting to remember that all my visions are not imagination, and I am here to materialize it into this reality. And I am remembering the REASON why I am here, more than remembering it is that I am living it! My divine mission, finally! Sometimes, it feels almost too big, and this is why I am getting bits and pieces, slowly slowly, step by step. Enjoying the ride of the unfolding of the prophecy – we are the family of light. The light warriors, the Rainbow tribe that came to shake things up! The ANCIENT ones. And if this is resonating with you, then you belong to that wave of beings that form part of the co creation and restructuring of the new earth.
You probably, like me – have a very strong desire to help and to protect the earth.

You have listened to her call – and are now devoted to take action and DO something for a better future.
I am peeling away layer by layer everything I thought to be true about myself, every limitation imposed by myself or society, old programming – day by day.
Remembering again, that I AM a chosen one. And that I am worthy to call myself that. Because I am a daughter of HER. I devote my life to HER. And I deserve to feel endless beauty and bliss.
So, if you feel that you have a mission or a purpose in life and want to connect deeper with it… and start filling the “void” or “emptiness” you feel inside with more of your true self, than I would be delighted to go with you on that journey.
Painting the portal to your inner artist is making the connection to your future self, which IS your higher self, which is YOU now, already. This is the beautiful thing about Multidimensional Art – the more you EXPERIENCE this connection, the more you MATERIALIZE it and open to receive the guidance and answers you have been longing for all your life and searching on the external without receiving them. It is inside of you. Everything. I am here, of service – to remind you of your greatness and to activate the codes that you already have in you by reminding you of your power and ability to create and with that comes the remembrance of your mission, your purpose.

That is my mission. We are in this together.
The amnesia is over. We are remembering. We are anchoring heaven on earth. You know what you have to do – it is time to unlock your divine inheritance, your gifts and your purpose. 

It’s an honor for me to witness this. 

I love you in me. 

Kyaron